a billingsgate knows exactly how it wants it

I was randomly told to enter this on my blog. At this point, I do not know what this is suppose to mean. This is not my typical blog. It's a test or experiment. Sorry for any confusion. 

a billingsgate knows exactly how it wants it

Weather

April 1st, was pretty interesting. The day of fooling people, well the weather channel top all the tricks. They were making forecast of how there was going to be 6 inches of snow. Every weather channel, even desktop alerts were predicting the same thing. I was so upset. How can this be? It is spring already, the snow of Saratoga has finally melting, nature plans on bring another 6 inches of snow to reminiscence of Winter. -.- I was not a happy camper.
I was dreading the day to find snow on the grounds of Skidmore College. I woke up and saw no white, all I felt was rain drops. This was a better alternative, but then I started to think about all the Bullshit that the weather forecasters tell. They never do apologize when they forecast the wrong weather. They just move on like nothing happens. Why? Why do I always depend on the weather channel, or look up any  new alert on my phone they are often wrong. Take for example, in early February, when there was going to be a huge blizzard, that Skidmore called a snow day. Turns out there wasn't one inch of snow, maybe a millimeter. Not once, did the weather forecaster apologize. I am tired of this!!!! It seems majority weather forecasting is Bullshit. But, you know I am going to be checking my little icon on the side of my computer tomorrow checking for the weather. The disgust.

No Bullshit

Today, I will be doing a different segment. Yes, it will remain the same theme of Bullshit, but this time it is going to be based on a song. What is more appropriate, the song "No Bullshit," by Chris Brown. No Bullshit, is one of the many songs on Chris Brown's album that discusses sex. On the real, he is becoming grown, no longer the little cutesy tunes like "Run It" or "Yo (Excuse Me Miss)" when he is trying to get the girl. He is becoming brand new. With the releasing of the naked picture, display of tattoos, and the new look of blonde hair. I don't know if it is just me, but I am surely liking the new Chris Brown. He is much more a rebel. I hated Chris Brown when he came out. Well, hate is a strong word, but I did not like him as many of my peers did.
Honestly, I felt that Chris Brown has gotten better as an artist, after the Rihanna beat up situation. Yes, that is a horrible thing to phantom but that is how I am feel. Wrong? That is a hard statement to say. No Bullshit. Chris Brown has not been giving a fair chance to move on to the future after the Rihanna case, it has been two years. She clearly has moved on, and has had her fair share of men and top the charts on Billboards. <sign> far to off base...
Chris Brown has an amazing album,now. Also, it is pretty surprising that it is now being promoted and played on radios when he debuted his singles in 2010. But, I guess now than never.

After Spring Break

Wow, it has been a while since I have did my last blog. It seems like so much has changed from that time. Spring Break is over. I remember the days when I was counting down the days till Spring Break now I am waiting for Spring semester to end. I had much fun during my break. It was a great stress reliever. Unfortunately, towards the end of the break many things happened that did not go in to my favor. I had a court hearing, it does not seem to have gone in my way.
During the hearing, I discovered a new belief in God. My mom always have praised God, she tells "him or she" everything. When I was younger, I use to follow my mommy because I idolized her so I prayed to God. Lately, over the past five or more years my prayers have been less frequent. But when the hearing came up, it seems that I was tormented between praying for assistance and being a hypocrite. I was only praying to please myself, when I was in need of a miracle. I sought relief by in believing in something that is uncertain. God. Why? Was I BullShiting myself? I do wonder that. But, I try to remain positive that a God does exist just to coup with worries in my mind.
<sign> how long can I bullshit myself?

Spring Break

There are less than two weeks of school left until Spring Break Yay!!!! I do not share that enthusiasm. You may ask me why? I respond by saying, the closer I get to Spring Break the closer I get to deadlines before Spring Break. The closer I get to exams and essays. This is such bullshit. I am hindering the thought of time going by because I have the inevitable work that comes with being a Skidmore student.  Procrastination is my worst enemy, but I must state I have become better at staying focus than I did last semester. It seems like senioritis (laziness that comes with being a senior) has tagged along with me after graduating high school. The bullshit of procrastination that seems like a curse upon college students, rather students in general. 
 

<Sign> The day I will be excited would be the day I am on the bus or a car back home. How much fun home will be? Great relaxation for a week. It's just disappointing that Skidmore is one of the only schools that released their students early for Spring Break. Other folks have Spring Break in April. This is such bullshit. I am conflicted between excitement and sadness for other students. Ahh, so much BS.

Saratoga

Yawn,
I am bored. I am upstate New York. It seems that I am away from reality. I miss the city so much. I am a Brooklyn girl. How I adore going back and dread coming back. I come back to a isolated civilization. Saratoga is a drastic change from the city. Uhhh, I miss the trains and buses that run 24/7, and the next train or bus arrives every ten minutes. Instead, I am stuck in a civilization that I need a car or the only exciting place to be in is Wilton Mall. Come on!!!!!!
Yes, I feel honored to be Skidmore student. High School counselors have told me about Skidmore. Whoohoo. I got accepted. I did not know what I got myself into. I cannot believe that I live in an area that has bi-polar weather. <Sign> This is just bullshit from beginning to end. As I conclude this weekly blog, I can note there is 14 days left until Spring Break. YAY!!!!!!

Innovation

I live in a world that has made everything more technologically efficient in the pervious decades. Whoo hoo there are social networking sites, there are blogs, several domains for emails, there are online gaming, cellphones and such. Who knows what else Apple is going to create at this point? This is a humongous launch in technological innovations. Wow, what a great boost for society. This is all bullshit!

The world is still a battle zone. There are still people suffering. Human rights has had a clear cut definition yet. The definition of international law has been developed enough that every country, every personal would be able to solve all problem. In the American society, families do not sit down and have family meetings. The divorce rate has skyrocketed. People are more concerned with the next "sex tape" than the Egyptian crisis for freedom of a dictatorship. Bullshit.

We are suppose to be living in a better world. There is so much technology. Everything is becoming more innovative. There are more and more discoveries of shit I do not care about. Like really, our astrological signs might change because there is more stars, and really.... blah, blah, blah. I DO NOT CARE.

What about a cure for AIDS? What about a cure for cancers? What about the fact there are people starving in America?

Yea, we are in an innovative world. But what's is there when our morality is lost, people are dead...

Sorry, this is complete bullshit... a rant from a person who has alot of shit on her mind.

Taxi Driver

So wait, time-out, I have to wait for you to come and met me but you can't wait for me...Bullshit!!!
When I come you greet you, you have a look of annoyance because you waiting 3 extra minutes. Stop pretending to be annoyed that I made you wait when countless time I had to wait for you. You don't take the time to open the car door for me, when you can see I am struggling with luggage. Soon as I enter the vehicle, first statement out of your mouth is "did you not know I was coming for you, I was circling around?" I try to respond, but you quickly stop me by saying " I don't want to argue with you. Where are you heading?" Immediate tension in the car, thoughts rushing through my head, those thoughts were stopped by you saying "I had to make two other stops before taking you wherever you want to go."
Fourty minutes later, I have still have not made it to my destination. You are the Bullshit taxi driver annoyed by any little imperfection that may happen. You are the Bullshit taxi driver who thinks his life is important enough to take several personal phone calls while working. You are the Bullshit taxi driver who complains on and on thinking that makes me symathic to your daily struggle. Ohh, the things I am thinking of doing to you is surpassing PG -13, but I do not utter a word. I finally arrive at my destination, one hour later, this Bullshit master can be esponged from my life...

Hold up, wait a minute, is this Bullshit Taxi-Driver actually waiting for a tip? Yes, he is. Damn sure he is not getting one from me. I bet I will be on his list of complaints in his bullshit life, but I disturbed to admit that I have to dido him on that thought. -_-

A Taste of My Thoughts

OMG! 
Have you experienced any moment when you knew you bullshitting someone, or you felt you were listening to bullshit. I left high school and entered college thinking I and my peers would be one step closer to becoming a matured adult. WRONG! People claim that they are responsible and know how to handle themselves. Newsflash, you're roommate told me you got so wasted within your first week on campus you got hospitalized. Okay, people are supposed to take advise from you. You look at others wrong when they listen to their music loudly, saying they are interrupting you're sleep. Well I assume that you are interrupting others people's sleep by constantly throw up, the scent has made the residents on the dorm floor delirious. STOP THE BULLSHIT. You just don't want to listen to hip hop when you want techno. Sorry boo boo, you're are the last person to give you're opinion; yet, you always make suggesting something to people like a therapist or their closest ally. SHUT UP. You have no friends, you talk so much shit about people. Why are you wasting people's time with you're bullshit? I bet you feel you are being the bigger person. You are not, you are being a pain in the ass.