Wednesday, March 30, 2011

No Bullshit

Today, I will be doing a different segment. Yes, it will remain the same theme of Bullshit, but this time it is going to be based on a song. What is more appropriate, the song "No Bullshit," by Chris Brown. No Bullshit, is one of the many songs on Chris Brown's album that discusses sex. On the real, he is becoming grown, no longer the little cutesy tunes like "Run It" or "Yo (Excuse Me Miss)" when he is trying to get the girl. He is becoming brand new. With the releasing of the naked picture, display of tattoos, and the new look of blonde hair. I don't know if it is just me, but I am surely liking the new Chris Brown. He is much more a rebel. I hated Chris Brown when he came out. Well, hate is a strong word, but I did not like him as many of my peers did.
Honestly, I felt that Chris Brown has gotten better as an artist, after the Rihanna beat up situation. Yes, that is a horrible thing to phantom but that is how I am feel. Wrong? That is a hard statement to say. No Bullshit. Chris Brown has not been giving a fair chance to move on to the future after the Rihanna case, it has been two years. She clearly has moved on, and has had her fair share of men and top the charts on Billboards. <sign> far to off base...
Chris Brown has an amazing album,now. Also, it is pretty surprising that it is now being promoted and played on radios when he debuted his singles in 2010. But, I guess now than never.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

After Spring Break

Wow, it has been a while since I have did my last blog. It seems like so much has changed from that time. Spring Break is over. I remember the days when I was counting down the days till Spring Break now I am waiting for Spring semester to end. I had much fun during my break. It was a great stress reliever. Unfortunately, towards the end of the break many things happened that did not go in to my favor. I had a court hearing, it does not seem to have gone in my way.
During the hearing, I discovered a new belief in God. My mom always have praised God, she tells "him or she" everything. When I was younger, I use to follow my mommy because I idolized her so I prayed to God. Lately, over the past five or more years my prayers have been less frequent. But when the hearing came up, it seems that I was tormented between praying for assistance and being a hypocrite. I was only praying to please myself, when I was in need of a miracle. I sought relief by in believing in something that is uncertain. God. Why? Was I BullShiting myself? I do wonder that. But, I try to remain positive that a God does exist just to coup with worries in my mind.
<sign> how long can I bullshit myself?

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Spring Break

There are less than two weeks of school left until Spring Break Yay!!!! I do not share that enthusiasm. You may ask me why? I respond by saying, the closer I get to Spring Break the closer I get to deadlines before Spring Break. The closer I get to exams and essays. This is such bullshit. I am hindering the thought of time going by because I have the inevitable work that comes with being a Skidmore student.  Procrastination is my worst enemy, but I must state I have become better at staying focus than I did last semester. It seems like senioritis (laziness that comes with being a senior) has tagged along with me after graduating high school. The bullshit of procrastination that seems like a curse upon college students, rather students in general. 
 
<Sign> The day I will be excited would be the day I am on the bus or a car back home. How much fun home will be? Great relaxation for a week. It's just disappointing that Skidmore is one of the only schools that released their students early for Spring Break. Other folks have Spring Break in April. This is such bullshit. I am conflicted between excitement and sadness for other students. Ahh, so much BS.